I Was One of My Memories cover

I Was One of My Memories
by Laurie Blauner

The book is currently in stock at Elliott Bay Books.  Also available on backorder at Amazon.

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Laurie reading from Solace of Monsters


“I Was One of My Memories does one of the things that I love most about the thing we call creative nonfiction: it shows us its thinking, its flawed and idiosyncratic and completely delightful thinking. It is a thinking shaped by experience, pleasure, grief, and disappointment, while the diverse forms, the small essays, little animals of the mind, might be read as recursive attempts toward sense making. I also really love Laurie Blauner’s sentences. Sometimes they are absolutely strange and otherworldly, like Clarice Lispector’s sentences (“I pry what happened before from what happens next. / Borders and countries are changes in light. / I presume nothing has a happy ending. / Something is dangling from a cloud’s mouth.”) Sometimes, as in Suzanne Buffman’s Pillow Book, the sentences are deadpan and hilarious because they are true (“My husband is patient and I am not. He has long toenails so he won’t get ingrown ones. He likes old things, including me.”) I just realized I Was One of My Memories does another thing that I love most about creative nonfiction, that is actually something I need from creative nonfiction in particular: it makes me want to write. I toggle between the manuscript and a blank page that I gradually fill with my own sentences. Which is to say I feel like I am participating with this manuscript, I feel like we, Laurie and I, or at least her persona, are having a conversation. I am deathly allergic to her cats, but, oh how I enjoy the warmth of reading them.”


--J'Lynn Chapman, Pank Contest Judge

“I love this book’s fragmented and looping storytelling, its sense of humor, and its amazing, strange, and smart sentences.”

--Caryl Pagel, author of Out of Nowhere into Nothing

“...so strange and true, structurally organic, surprising and moving.”

--Polly Buckingham, author of Expense of a View

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